good thing the weekend is here. if not i could have just died from the stress and all. din have much of a wonderfull week unless you call staying to school until 5 is fun. unless you realli love school that much.as they sau, school is like a second home. might as well buy down the whole hdb blocks and turn it into hostels. save time travelling for some people and also stop residents from scritinising every of our movement.

had a sex talk on thurs. yes, the topic is interesting. but they make it a dialogue session, so we have our principal and our vp there having to anwser our questions. the questions asked was mostly about homosexuality. by the way, the guys and girls are separated into different LTs. i was expecting more of questions on the opposite sex. what we get was almost spending half the session on gayism. this make me conclude that indeed there are plenty of gays around in our cohort trying to push for their rights. questions asked was also mosty about "self satisfying". i think there are plenty of self obsessive people around. more over the teachers and the principal are the panel. how the hell would they know about gays. i should have sneak into the other LT.

had sports day on fri. was the worst sports day ever. half the j2 wasnt around. no attendance was taken. should have pon. anyway, half the time was spent looking at girls. blah. then we chiong free milo. i should have taken a photo with the milo truck. i wonder anybody have hijack a milo truck. wasted about 2 hrs before had dinner at botak jones again.

girls are like sushi at sakae sushi. you are the one who paid for a buffet meal. you look at all the green, blue plates rolling past you. you had enough at them. then came the red plates. the red plates are the untouchables good to look at but you know you cant eat it.

i'm wierd. i know.

anyway, i realise that mr "yo, homie" is damn popular in school. everybody got something to say about him, be it about his coolness or his prominent features which i can say confidently is a sore thumb. anyway he has a large social circle. i doesnt have a love hate relationship with him. i really look forward with spending time to know him during camp. maybe ask him about how he keep himself so cool.

i m sick. not mentally.

now there is no vball. kind of wierd on wed and fri where i have something to look forward to. its kind of abrupt end. by the time we are so bonded and strong, it all ends. there is training for the jc1 and we are encourage to go. but somethimes there isnt any motivation except those who have their secondary objectives. shant comment on those people. once i start i cant stop.






"...If you think of all the things that you feel
All the voices in your head that you hear
It's a mystery that we are all still holding on

When all these people who will lead you down
The back of the track
They're on your back
They will try and tear you apart
But believe and you will see
That there's no reason to doubt
Then you will find
You can do much better than that..."
Travis- Walking In the Sun

cool mtv

the boy with no name


jaded

feeling fucked up

where is that damn girl?



laterr

have to solve some personal issues ;)